when i found you, i ran to you.
i opened my arms and jumped into yours, embracing the new.
my life is lived through love, i fall in love with everything.
some say it’s a curse, but i’ve always thought it to be a blessing.
in this case, i wish i had turned and walked away.
i should have known that this beautiful feeling wouldn’t stay.
i realized you were a reflection of a cycle i kept repeating in life.
i realized this around the same time i found out you conjured up some karma in her bed, i felt the knife.
through everything, though, i wish you the best for i can no longer be here.
your eyes hold too much for me now, so you no longer have to worry about me while she’s near.
i am choosing to back out of this one, my growth is too important to me.
i am choosing to break my cycle, choosing to be free.
so from the bottom of my heart, i adore you…but i’m cutting ties.
i don’t want to allow myself to be around someone who cannot control them self, someone who lies.
i don’t know about you, but there will definitely be some lessons from this experience that i will take,
along with me on my path, when i walk away.
• xoxo •